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Who is Agent Smith?
Agent Smith is the guy trying to block Neo from leaving The Matrix successfully - from thriving, from freeing others from the Matrix. And he self-replicates. He can takeover any person within this Matrix. And they donât even know itâs happened. He jumps in any time the Matrix is threatened.
The âAgent Smith Effectâ happens when weâre integrating our shadow. Breaking old patterns. Taking steps to leave our comfort zone. Shifting out of Autopilot. Not falling prey to the personality trap. The established IDENTITY. The âif Iâm not like this Iâm not me, I donât exist.â Beliefs that came from traumas/emotional events, parents, conditioning.
Agent Smith shows up as fear, resistance, self-doubt, insecurity, shame, guilt, negative beliefs about whatâs possible.
Leaving the Comfort Zone
Often our âcomfort zoneâ is deeply uncomfortable but it can feel like the only way to be - a fact. Something that is true. Non-negotiable. âThatâs just the way it is.â
Because stepping out of it activates anxiety, our nervous system, a significant emotional charge. It feels dangerous to change. And whenever we take steps towards actualizing our big dreams or changing a pattern/habit/belief that we know is keeping us stuck, the Agent Smithâs come out of the woodwork to keep us trapped in The Matrix aka the comfort zone.
Often when we start to change it can upset people around us. They want to stay in their patterns or panic that they canât keep up or will be left behind. That youâll leave them. Outgrow them. Not need them.
I donât see triggers, obstacles or "Smiths" as something or someone to fear but as a sign that Iâm leaving the comfort zone. Iâm leaving the frequency of a level of the Matrix. Iâm moving closer to my divine frequency and higher self. If thereâs something inside of you that has a deep desire and itâs coming from a place of alignment and expansion and not lack or fear, I truly believe that itâs meant for you.
We overcomplicate things. Not on purpose. But these are the first level of Agent Smithâs that are preventing you from leaving the comfort zone. Resistance. Fear. Procrastination.
The next level is - "Ok, Iâm gonna do it," and then the livestream craps out. Zoom wonât work. A jackhammer starts outside of your window when youâre trying to record something. Someone cancels. Weird weather events. Obstacles. Detours. Delays. Mercury in Retrograde 3000.
The video is more in-depth (and rambly) if you want to watch that here:
And then you make it through that part of the path, and then the real world Agent Smithâs - people you know, online trolls, whoever - start to rear their hideous heads. Spouting your worst fears at you like literal demons.
If something does happen - do NOT make it mean anything about you and whatâs possible for you. Or interpret it as a sign to quit or give up. Hell no. Question your calling? Off the table. Your heartâs desire? Nope. Non-negotiable. These are AGENT FUCKING SMITHâS. And you, my friend, are Neo.
Agent Smith is merely a blip that is actually a SIGN that youâre moving out of your comfort zone and into the RIGHT DIRECTION. And it gets easier. Itâs like when you play a video game, how at first itâs kind of difficult to get the hang of and you might have to play a level a few times and then it becomes a breeze. Itâs just effortless because youâve already normalized your system to all the jumps and goombas, youâre familiar with it, itâs whatever. And the part that used to feel hard becomes a walk in the park. And then you get to the next level. And those past fears and limiting beliefs get swallowed up by the demiurgeâs recycling bin.
What to Do When Youâre Triggered?
Notice how you feel. What sensations are present in your body? What thoughts? Where do you feel those sensations? Do they have a shape or colour?
What happens when you just allow it to be there for 90 seconds, without judging it? What happens when you allow it to be there and you show it some tenderness + unconditional love?
What do your emotions or thoughts tell you that they mean about you? Do these feel empowering, good, supportive, helpful to you?
These self-limiting thoughts can come from younger you (unconsciously trying to protect yourself from future pain - which actually recreates those situations), the fears/beliefs/judgments of people around you, but at the base level itâs also Agent Smith trying to prevent you from leaving the Matrix. The beauty of this is that you can work WITH the code, like Neo. You can become the game genie of your own life and create what YOU want instead of the default program.
So what do you want to believe about yourself, your possibilities and the world? You get to write that program.
How do you believe what you want to believe?
Flip the original belief/thought. Take those crusty thoughts + beliefs (statements like: "I'm a loser") and FLIP THEM (statements like: "I'm the fucking BOMB!!!" or... âIâm the COOLEST FUCKING LOSER IN THE MATRIX!â)
Or what would feel powerful, supportive, empowering, energizing to believe or say instead?
Now say these statements aloud and breathe life into them. Feel how much more empowering this is. Make these beautiful words your mantras for the next week and see what changes.
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